i am nothing?
Friday, May 28, 2010
oh well,i saw a runway at my workplace.
i think it is so cool...
i am so hyper right now,
as tomorrow is my last day of work for this week!!...
actually,i still have many problems on me.
yet i choose to let it be..
i doesn't know this pathe is it right or wrong to me?
the decision that i made,unable to return anymore.
i doesn't know letting him go is it really the best way to us?
but i know something.
it hurts me!
it is really painful when u choose to leave someone u love?
i doesn't know how long i can hang on?
i told myself,
as long as he is happy with it,
i will do as he wish.
now ii had understand how he feels?
this role is hard to be.
i am trying my best to moving on with my life,
but u know that?
without him,everything seems to be not right.
i knew he doesn't have the time to come up,
thats why this is only the place that i can really express my true feelings.
i think i will lie to him.
i will lie to him that i had a boyfriend.
for me to really give up on him..
actually i doesn't wanna to hurt him,
but i have no choice?
are u happy right now?
i really hope your life is better than mine?
i can just forcing myself to move on......
..............
原来爱总是让人哭让人辛苦
到底付出了多少才能看清楚
想跟随你的眼神却忘记脚步
也忘了什么是幸福...
without you,i am nothing...
Journey through this phase of my life @ |{1:11 AM|
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